Hosting Day -1

I think I have PHS. Pre-Hosting-Syndrome.

I am alternately trying to cheer myself up with stupid digg.com links and worrying almost to the point of insanity that I'm going to personally scar A for life in the short time he's here. Or he won't like us. Or we'll mess up somehow and never be able to adopt from anywhere. Most of the worst scnearios envolve the tragic death of someone.

I've pretty much done nothing constructive today, except go grocery shopping which was a tourturous 1.5 hours. What do 6 year old boys eat?

A's flight comes into Ohare at 11PM tomorrow night. We're about 2 hours away from there, so we'll get to meet A for the first time at a Park'nRide at 1 AM.

He's probably already left the orphanage and is making his 2 day trip here. Will he be exhausted and fall asleep the second he walks in the door? Will he be over-tired and hyper? Will he be a little chatterbox and Brent and I will just smile and nod?

I think tomorrow will be a long day.